Miss u

I doesn't wan a man

I just wan u to text me everyday tell me what happen the day

What have u do

Happy onot

I can't hold u

But at least I know u r happy without me

The only thing make me happy now

I still love u

I still miss u

But not going to show u

I hope u r missing me there also

But i tried not to ask

I scare u keep on keep me a distance until the way I can't get to know what happen on u

I dun wan to meet u so tat I can tried to be alone

The life w/o u is like nothing

But still have to goes on

The memories

I cried in the mid night

In this memories room

U r no longer here beside me

Hug me to sleep

My tears drop automatically 

I can't control it

I knew I already lost u 

No longer here with me

I miss u

Inside this room there are a lot of memories

No one can replace it

It is belong to us

Looking to the side u ad not here 

Before I sleep I won't be c ur face and touch it again

After I wake up no one will smile at me and say morning loupo

My heart really pain

The painful I never get before

My tears is out of control

I hope u wil be here with me until the world end

But it won't be achieve 

I don't how long I have to take to pass through all these

I need you...

什么关系

在一起久了，就会变成一种关系、责任，但却少了当初的热情

现在的我们没什么话好谈

你喜欢和其他女生聊天

但和我却没话题

那到底是怎样？

Busy weekend

MO is over is time to get back to my study.

I'm so tired this few day can't even have a nice sleep... I miss my bed so so much but I miss u more... U r busy on the competition ur team tats y I help u to take care of the boys even I dunno what strategy to use in the games but I can take care them in their meal the health and their accommodation but not the game.

But I'm reali proud of my boys... From the first day until the last day they play well than previous matches in this competition. They show me a good attitude and learn from their mistake. They reali improve alot in their age categories. This is an open categories competition but u guys make into top 4 even dint get the medal but u won the whole world. U guys are strong enough to fight with the open categories men.

So remember this, u guys are strong u lose not because of ur skills but it is the technical problem and u all are just boys but opponents are adult... I love u all... Improve yourself and prove it again in the future... 

U all had made the history for the team in this year. Believe urself.. 

I set the target to be the team manager for 2015 sea game girl tem for Malaysia... Even when that time we are not in the relationship I will still try to get it... This is what I promise myself to make my profit stronger in waterpolo even I'm not from any swimming and waterpolo background.. Learn it and improve it...

For u congratz for the champion in this MO again... U going to have the busy life start from now... I dunno how long we can stay some more, but as long as I can accept it I will work for it... Sometimes I reali tired to talk with u but I'm still here to support u. Hope u understanding tat not i Dunwan talk to u but I just wan to cut down the mistake. I'm still learning...