Insomnia nite

Insomnia tonight
Is tat because I'm emo?
I jz read bac what i had write before
My tear drop without control
My heart feel pain

This few day
I keep thinking about our relationship
Is that any problem between us o just for me myself problem?
I feel helpless now
Keep on thinking back the year we had go through together

V broke up and get back together again
When started it is like so sweet
But after a few months
Everything like normal

Do u rmb how long v do not go for movie
Do u rmb how long v do not go for pool
Do u rmb how long v do not hang out

Everyday after class v r just stay at home
Is tat what I wan?
I'm crying not because v r always stay at home
It is juSt like I'm alone now
Like what happen when v broke up
U got ur life I do my work...
I can't feel the safe when I'm with u
I starting
not to care which girl u looking at
I starting not to care what u r doing

Is this kind of relationship I wan?
I'm confuse now
I'm so tired to think what to do for u
Im trying to plan a trip for myself..
Have a trip to relax...
Recharge myself and cme bac to the real world
Is this wat I wan?
I dun know...
I start treat u as normal
Nothing much to talk with u.
What can I do now?