Bestie

We can only be bestie in our life time?
Ya u r right... I always wan more than what u give because I love u...
Until today I treat u still the same but u r different...
U met her...
U love her...
U need her...
U told me I hurt u so much but in the same way I also...
I hope u to back but y my wish won't cme true?
Is the god jealous? Or I'm not the one?
I miss u more than anyone...
I need u more than anyone...
I love u more than anyone. ...
The action I show is not what I wan. ..
I doing all these for u because I dunwan to lose u again even we r jz friend...
This is not what I wan... I wan u to be my lougong...
I dun care what other said... how bad r u not responsibility r u..
For me u r always the best man...
I know the true...
I know all the things...
what I can do to get u back?
I learn how to be a good woman...
What else I can do?
I miss u
I miss ur smile
I miss ur hug
I miss ur kiss
I miss ur smell
I miss the way u care me...
I miss the way u treat me...
I miss the way u angry me...
I miss the way u scold me....
I miss....
I miss....
I try not to think about it
I try not to care about it
I try....
But y when u reject me I still feel sad...
Y...
I try to start with other guy
But I can't do it...
All my mind is u....
U!!!
U won't know how hard m I to go my life without u...
Yes I'm showing u I have a good life
But when I down u won't know..
Because I promise u
I will accept all these facts...
I will no matter how much I miss u...